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So afraid to come out of my shell
Such desire to come out of my shell
Carrying around this load of self hatred
It won’t be long before someone
Triggers my shame
And I go scurrying back
To the safety of my cave
My cage

My cage is self created
It keeps me safe
It keeps me small
It keeps me safe
Safe safe safe safe safe

If I say it enough I will be
Won’t I?
Till I can’t stand safe anymore
Then I peak my head out once again
Cause the sun is so inviting
Cause the desire to live
so enticing

I scurry back and forth
Between my two worlds
Cancer the Crab
I am The Crabby One